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Saw Dr. D this evening. Told him all my big plans (college), my fears (college), my daily goal of getting it together ('it' being my shit, of course).

I had a pretty good day. Hooked up with an old friend ("Friend"). Friend was on hiatus (sp?); okay, I placed Friend on hiatus. Friend was becoming friends with someone I don't trust my secrets to ("Other Friend") and Friend did. Of course, Other Friend told me all the secrets and Other Friend's opinion of them as well. Enough about Other Friend...and Friend.

I bounced some checks yesterday. I thought I had it all covered, but one or two meals out and I screwed it up again. That feeling, the self-berating that begins when I discover I bounced a check. It's like an alcoholic who wakes up after 'slipping'. Guilt, shame, remorse....so Friday I begin using that darn check register that came with the checks. Should be an adventure.

College: I took the Math Placement test Tuesday. I skipped all the questions I felt hesitant about and I placed in Elementary Algebra (Freshman HIgh School level). Hey, I've gotta start somewhere. I start on February 4th at 7:00 p.m. Wish me luck.